Backed in the corner with tabs of my promises,
but you will not have me rain with guilt.
I never told I love you, but in many ways I showed you,
I know you rather hear it,
but I learn to walk the talk, not talk then walk.
Many times I have left us both breathless
when I do for you at the edge of my very last,
10 minutes seem like a whole year, when our
time together is limited.
How can you ask me for something when I just did it
before you ask.
I'm trained from birth, trained for the moments,
I was that plan that GOD had intended for you.
When you dream, more of me continues to be constructed.
Every lacking your experienced, every disappointment you met,
I tought the right way to approach you,
build muscles to hold you,
graduated from etiquette classes to speak to you.
I formed for you,
the day you have to ask me,
the very minute you have to tell me,
if you ever have to expect me,
I won't fulfill your request,
I've already walked in my actions!


You're heart hurts so blindly to feel what you don't see!

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Let us never negotiate out of fear. But let us never fear to negotiate.

John F Kennedy

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"Please put down your guns and use words instead. Words might hurt - but they don't kill."





R.K.M.I.S.

who is to blame

well ya word use to hurt
and make me cry
sometimes even think of dying
but, it dont faze me; anymore
your punches
your slaps
your " I love Yous"
hurts more, than anything else in the world
I dont know anymore
i dont know about you
i dont know about me
i know i changed
i lost the person i used to be
and that was the best of me
i cried so many nites
because you hurt me
because you hit me
because you said you love me.
i befriended a friend of yours
and he raped me
he held the back of my neck
and pushed me in the front door
he held me by my neck
and took off my clothes
he forced his way into my dryness
and covered my screams
he did things to me
the same things you do to me
so who is to blame?
both of you leaves my mine body and soul in pain.

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I can't account for his actions,
baby I didn't know,
friendship is a strong as blood,
but this dude has to go,
I will handle him,
but I need to comfort you,
man he don't know,
wha dem bwoy right gwaan do!
I can't make my words bring you
back to me,
I can hold you,
I can tell you I love you,
but I will just hold.
Lets not reflect on the past,
lets just hold each other.
Close our eyes on the bads days,
kneel with me and lets pray.
Don't give up on me,
please keep the faith!
Cause one day, this will fade away,
everytime I life my hand it will be to GOD!
I'll be breaking records to saying I love you,
not breaking your heart!
You will cry with joy,
You will cry for satisfaction,
but you will cry and say thank you,

cause I'm still......Walking in my actions!

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Let us never negotiate out of fear. But let us never fear to negotiate.

John F Kennedy

the past


your actions hurt me before
how do i know your changing
your words i cant trust cause
you use them to push me way
i have to live with the BS you
and ya friend
did to me night and day
i cant go forward and not looking the
past.
The past control my life
cause you hurt in in the past
with I love yous
my heart will not love again
because of you.
Maybe you can go on and think nothing of it but
i cant.
i gave you everything
i did thing for you i said
i would do for no one.
so tell me how am i suppost to forget
the past.

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If you don't believe me, then you telling GOD you don't beleive in HIM!
See what has been done, let the past be the past.
You can forgive but not foget,
but let me leave you with this little bit!
The Bible says, Bear with each other and forgive whatever grievances you may have against one another. Forgive as the Lord forgave you (Colossians 3:13).
I can't take back what was taken without permission,
a act of immaturity, shows what you meant to me,
What I did to you, I did to my mother, my sister and
and woman who I love in my life.
I put my soul, my word, my heart under a knife!
Please Lord give me back that day, heal all our nights!
I ask you not to take me back,
but walk with me towards his light,
we can't change the wrong,
but we can insure the right.
I can't do this alone!
You shouldn't live this alone!
Why cry outside and inside be alone?

Take my hand as HIS word will be our path,
and again, WE will be walking in my actions!

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Let us never negotiate out of fear. But let us never fear to negotiate.

John F Kennedy

all my heart

i could try
but it wont be easy
it will be hard to love again
mostly to love you
my love was washed away
but am sure it could come back
but you got to
love me like i loved you
and thats with
all my heart

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Trust,
When mi sey this!
I will love you now,
like it was my last dish!
Love you more,
than my last wish.
Love you more than the first kiss.
I'll love you, like GOD loves us,
No need to earn your trust,
cause it never left us!
Time will heal all open wounds,
but leave your heart open,
please let me in,
GOD is behind me,
this game I'm playing to win!
I need no war with you,
I'm looking to build a new generation from us,
As if we were the first man, first woman,
I'll do this plus more, all for nothing!
Just to have what we had in the beginning,
cause you might be hurting,
out of loving,
mis trusting,
un worthy,
Walk my walk,
Walk in my actions like there is no ending!

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Let us never negotiate out of fear. But let us never fear to negotiate.

John F Kennedy

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"Please put down your guns and use words instead. Words might hurt - but they don't kill."





R.K.M.I.S.