Wrong r Right
I didn’t know right from wrong.
I still don’t know if it was rape.
I mean he felt on me, when I said no.
He kissed me when I said no.
He put his mouth in place, my mom told me no one should touch.
But yet I laid there and never moved.
Was I the one wrong?
He never really put it in. only rub his thing on mine.
Or he used his hand some times.
Was I wrong for not telling my mom?
That the man she thought was her friend was touching her lil girl in ways that she didn’t know the words for.
I didn’t know if it was a good thing.
The way he cupped my breast, it kinda hurt but I didn’t say anything.
I just kinda lay there not making a sound
I didn’t know if it was wrong or right .
He would all ways came around in the night or when I was in the shower.
He would touch hisself in front of me.
Only when everyone was asleep.
The first couple of time I just laid there, thinking should I like the way this feels?
Was I wrong for thinking if I should like what he’s doing?
Is he my boyfriend?
Now
Six years later I know, all the answer to my questions but one.
No I wasn’t the one wrong.
No I should have not like it.
No he wasn’t my boyfriend.
Yes I was wrong for not telling my mom.
Now the one question I don’t know the answer to.
Was it rape??
|