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Lost Innocence
I sat down and collected my thoughts
About commitment and the world beyond
About loyalty and it's remains
Why did I deserve this pain?
I betrayed, I tasted the forbiddden fruit
Why didnt I wait? Why was I in pursuit?
I was only 16, just a little girl
How could I have made a decision, changing my whole world?
The fruit became a game,
Not one day after that would ever be the same.
One taste and I was hooked,
I shared my body, my temple with a crook.
Years have gone by and I continued with the same
I handpicked all the players to play my little game.
Kisses, passion, I longed to be touched,
Instead of trust, relations were based on lust.
I have now parted with the sexual side of me,
I no longer care to share my temple, my body.
I wish I could turn back the hands of time
So my innocence at my age today, would still be mine.
I wish I had never shared my soul,
and followed my dreams and my goals.
I was so young and so full of life.
I lost it all thinking I would become his wife.
After he left me I couldnt stop,
But every single encounter was a bed hop.
I lost faith in me, faith in who I am.
Sex was all I had, but it wasnt planned.
I met someone 10 months ago,
Sex was part of the show.
All I longed for was to feel him inside,
Not even knowing you can accomplish that without the body but with
the great mind.
He caressed my body, kissed my skin,
we tasted eachother, I thought it was a win.
I fell in love and lost sense of me.
In his bed was where I wanted to be.
Today I wish I could take it all back.
My innocence, my respect, before I lost track.
I wish I had never tried the forbidden fruit,
I wouldnt have been tied up in a hot pursuit.
I would have shared my temple after marriage,
I would have entered a matrimony with less emotional baggage.
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~In this world of change, nothing which comes stayes, nothing that goes is lost~
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