I have experienced so many emotions at once that I was simply dumb-founded? I have been in a place so familiar to me yet I could not recognize a single object....so very strange? Have you ever stopped to listen to yourself think? To hear yourself breathe? Have you ever looked at someone's face and smiled because it pleased you just to see them express the pleasure of your kindness? Have you ever thought of the world as possible yet cruel withholding all the joys and simplicities it dangles? Have you ever thanked God that you are where you are- because you feel and hear and see and smell and experience so much? Have you thanked him for the love in your heart and the pain in your soul?The pain you feel for others in pain....for the ones who have to do without love and compassion. My soul cries out at this very moment for the lives we meet and ignore. My soul yearns to be the one who feels....not for me hoping not to become them...but to feel the pain they endure daily so I may learn to be full of compassion and love and heart. To open myself to the simplicity of love. To allow the extreme depth of it to flow over me and wash away my selfishness. I pray that one day I may know what it is to love someone in love's entirety somuchso that that person can't help but love me in return. Not because I deserve it....but because they're happy. For me, there is no definition for love. How can one define something or someone so much greater than ourselves. Love outweighs everything in GREATNESS and OVERPOWERS the most powerful energy yet is so easy to acquire and share with an abundance left overflowing. This is true, I know. This is for me, I believe. This is promised to me, I am assured. So why do I fight it, I wonder. Am I just afraid that is 2sweet to be real?Hmmmm....really, I wonder!!

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Thanx bashie!!!i started writing that about love in general towards people coz I realized when a went to do some clinicals fi 2 day inna di nursing home that you can love someone u don't really know by spending some time....u can become attached and there is actually enough love in one person's heart to go around. Just when u thought ur heart was too full loving your family, your friends, your significant other etc u continue to meet people and with time start to feel this overwhelming joy and care and concern for them. Sometimes u are protective etc. So what really started as me just reflecting on my feelings for these "strangers" ended in me questioning feelings for one person in particular....hence the "subject-title."Thanx for feed back though...I wrote down what u wrote....preciate much!!!Enjoy your week!!!

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Yah. It sounds like this:

"(*)$_#(@$^$^@)%(@ T JK*(&$@*(_@!@()$%()_@+!@&L>Ls"......only in a paragraph.

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How exactly do you stop to listen to yourself think? Do you hear gears turning in your head or something?

No the thoughts just flood your brain.

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