Its real this time
Its real this time
I thought it was with you.
I mean my feelings and emotions.
But then she came around.
She didn't let me down.
I produce more energy towards loving,
Are vibes were a sound.
She didn't steer me away from
my dreams.
She was my cheerleader,
on my one man team.
I didn't feel insecure no more
about my lifestyle, my looks.
I didn't have to go that extra way
to get her to bite the hook.
We lay together, before we sleep
prayed together for souls to keep.
We called each other on the job,
just because!
We sent each other flowers..
just because!
We sent each other love notes and smiley faces
by email..
Just because!
We shopped for one another when shopped for
ourselves....
Just because!
Just because of her...
Patience
Faith
Trust
Loyalty
and Love.
Your occupancy has been taken.
You've been replaced.
You were never here in the first place.
Your body was here with me,
But your mind was on
the other side of town
you messing me around.
Why lie about love?
Why lie about us?
I surpassed the stereotype of cheating men.
I leaped over the obstacles of uncertainties
of being heterosexual man.
I bred myself to be with one woman.
She fits all the needs my body greeds.
Confident, intelligent, conservative mixed
with a blend of freaky.
Her eyes says she is mind,
her heart won't beat unless hers beats
with mine.
Caught in a bubble just to breath each other.
Can't dream of being with another.
One body,
One heart,
one soul,
One flesh.
I'm living life at my best....without you!
This is real.
I prayed, continued my faith then
my blessings came true.
Its real this time!
And I am satisfied!
By LeRoy Goetzendanner
aka
TTNU/ER
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When I read great literature, great drama, speeches, or sermons, I feel that the human mind has not achieved anything greater than the ability to share feelings and thoughts through language.
James Earl Jones (1931-)
Voices and Silences (1993)
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