Yes you are strong and aint nothing wrong with feeling embarassed about how you may behave, I too feel that way many times, but dont feel ashamed.....have you killed somebody? My issues went back to when I was 4 years old, so I relate to how vast things appear, but if you remember the power that you have and harness the strength that has made you resilient, you will realise that you have all that it takes to to turn this thing around....there is a giant in your life called pain and all you need is one little stone called frogiveness to take him down once and for all.

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The nail on the head!!!!!!!!!!!

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May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human and enough hope to make you happy.

The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; you can't go forward in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

And after that, can you rest?

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May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human and enough hope to make you happy.

The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; you can't go forward in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

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Likkle more.............

May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human and enough hope to make you happy.

The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; you can't go forward in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

Good girl!......catch you later

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Do something, because if you dont STOP, your body will stop you, speaking from experience here.....take it easy....and well done, later will be greater!

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and when you shut your eyes to go to sleep think about all the wonderful things about yourself and all the nice things everyones ever said to you and think about how people youve never met or spoke to yet can feel your personality, strength and humility shining through the words you say.

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May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human and enough hope to make you happy.

The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; you can't go forward in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

thats cool. hope your feeling better soon.

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May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human and enough hope to make you happy.

The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; you can't go forward in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

GG I just fell in love with you all over again. I didnt' even read past your first post, that's all I needed. I know I've told you before that you NEED to get angry but people have to do **** in their OWN time. I'm really glad your therapist gave you that advice because you have so much pent up inside that its been killing me waiting for you to explode.

And on another note....I'll listen to your crap anytime. I used to not think I had the ability to hear it all the time but its amazing what a person can handle for someone they love.

You will get through all this girl.

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"Life is either a daring adventure or nothing." -- Helen Keller

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May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human and enough hope to make you happy.

The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; you can't go forward in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.