Love Letters - Jamaica Talk

GhettoGurl · #1 (**permalink**) 04-18-2008, 02:30 PM

VERY SIMPLE RULES PEEPS:
Do not quote & reply on love letters plssss

If you feel the need that you HAVE to reply.. do so in PM or elsewhere

remember love letters can be to more people then just "lovers"

My dearest,

I have been wanting to talk to you for so long. You are all thats on my mind. I just cant get myself to pick up that phone and call you, I dont want to be dissapointed if you are gonna tell me all the tings that I dont wanna hear..

I am still in love with you...

The smell of ur skin lingers in my thoughts. Ur taste is still on the tip of my tongue, yes I have loved before, but never was I as smitten with ones personality, laugh & smile.

I am here... missing you...

I sit here day after day. Missing you. Thinking about you. I have flashbacks every other minute.. I see us in ur car, driving around. I look down to see ur hand holding mines. We are so close, yet so very far away from eachother. I see us smiling. Sitting on the sofa.. you saying you got cold hands and fighting me to keep dem warm for you (You NERD!!!!!) I see you sitting infront of me as I rub & massage ur back.. God I wish I could go back and hold you... touch you likkle longer... I see us laying on the sofa... kissing for as long as I can ever remember kissing a person in my entire life... the unchained melody plays in the background.. a song that has new meaning in my life.. but just like Ghost.. ours was a sad end.

I long for you...

I refuse to believe it was my imagination and I dont understand why you dont think I am worth an explanation. I see myself waiting for my luggage at the airport.. anxious to go outside.. nervous because I was worried I'd be turned off in any way.. Just because you dont look like what I "usually" like, everything changed from the first moment I saw you, ur smile was enough..
Now I sit here.. longing to see you smile..

Me....

After two nights I was already fed up with being smothered... and I wished you would leave already.. I made some stupid remark about me wanting to sleep alone in the bed.. I hated myself after that.. I have been waiting to share my bed with you all my life.. and now I had to go and open my big mouth... you left... I realised that all I wanted was to be in your presence because when I was.. I could feel you... I could laugh.. I could finally be me.. in ur presence I feel free...I feel loved.. I feel like I can take on anything.

.............

GhettoGurl · #2 (**permalink**) 04-18-2008, 02:44 PM

First of all.. I never ever in my wildest dreams imagined I would find you.. then I never ever ever in my worst nightmares though it would end like this.. so cold.. so unfair.. so damn weird. Last time I talked to you, you sounded fine.. happy, even cracked some jokes.. My mind is killing me on the thougts of what went wrong... How could sumthing that felt so damn right.. so damn meant to be.. not "be"?

I am dying inside.. not because of how things are going.. but because I am so hurt.. so hurt because you are the one person in the world.. THE ONE.. I opened my heart for.. I was finally ME again.. after being trapped for so very long.. I guess I am hurt because I lost me again.... and this time I even lost the track to losing myself...

Shanna

JamCan · #3 (**permalink**) 04-18-2008, 03:47 PM

Dearest part-time lovah!

When I find you and get you....you'll be sorry cuz I intend to make your life miserable. I'm gonna tell you EVERYTHING you never wanted to know because that's how I feel it should be. We should know everything about each other and NEVER JUDGE each other's past lives because what we will have is the future. I intend to make you coffee in the morning - unless you get up before me - in which case you can make coffee for ME! And we will have our coffee on the verandah together before we part ways and go deh bout.

You will always make me smile just by the sound of your voice and the cute, stupid little things you say My sole purpose will be to make you happy. And if I do something that piss you off don't worry cuz I'll make it up to you in ways you can never imagine. I will accept you for WHO you are and what you do for my soul, and likewise you will accept my PMS 27 days out of 28. If I get rough to handle you will smack my ass even if you know it'll make me give you a dutty look I'll get over it.

Henyways......I know you're out there.....its just a matter of time before I find you and we can get on with life. I know who you are......you can't hide

JamCan · #4 (**permalink**) 04-18-2008, 04:16 PM

Dearest ones in the PAST:

The past is where you shall STAY because you all were those in my life for a "season" and your "reason" was to move di hell on. There is finally someone in my life who can top you ALL combined!!!! If only any one of you would have just held on longer......you coulda had all that I am willing to give.

I'm OVERRRRRRRRRRR you.

GhettoGurl · #5 (**permalink**) 04-18-2008, 05:08 PM

Hey pupuluchi

I just wanted to tell you that I love you more then I love myself. You are the reason I am where I am today. You watch me struggle and love me every step of the way. You and me are as one. I love the way you have been hanging out with me lately. You tell me you wanna go to our apartment so we can hang out alone and do silly stuff. I love the way you watch me and raise your eyebrows at my crazy ways and then follow by telling me I'm nuts

You have watched me get hurt, you have watched me cry, you are not like any other man I have ever met. You truly love me. I dont know what I did to deserve you, to deserve the unconditional love you give me, I hope it never ends and that we will stay best buddy's forever...

I love you pupuluchi.

Mami

Hotteach · #6 (**permalink**) 04-18-2008, 07:23 PM

My King,

Words cannot explain how much I miss you. It has been 5 months since we were together. I dream at night of how it will feel when I am again in your presence. I want to fall helplessly into your arms, to have you hold me and never let go. I want to hold your hand and know that I dont have to release it. I wake from my sleep late in the night and I almost can't breathe because you are not next to me and I wonder if you are ok.

Talking to you everyday on the phone is a great pleasure and it helps to make me feel connected t you, but I long to lay next to you and talk while our heads are sharing a pillow. To see the expression on your face when we talk about serious things.

I love you every day a little bit more than the day before. I miss you same way!
Soon we will be togather again. Until then know that I love you and miss you with everything that I am

GhettoGurl · #7 (**permalink**) 04-19-2008, 12:44 AM

Hey sexy,

I remember our last night togedda like it was yesterday.. You came from work early, I had been waiting for you all day.. I couldnt get myself to pack my suitcases.. I wasnt ready to leave.. I didnt want to leave we sat and watched stupid video clips... You said you loved the way I was silly just like you I watched you from the corner of my eye... you was staring at me.. smiling.. you kissed me all the time.. I wonder if you are still gonna get me that casket with the extra large lid so my breasts wont get sqaushed when they shut it and bury me LOLOL... We went back to JamRock.. the place you made me eat Ackee & Saltfish, I didnt tell you before.. but I had never eaten saltfish in my entire life!!! LOL... anyways we went back.. you got fish and I got my oxtail You fed me from ur foam box If I cuda go back now I wuda stab you wid my fork if I knew what was gonna happen LOLOL God I miss you

We showered and after that, I got to be all urs.. and you got to be all mine.. Our neighbours musta been unhappy that nite.. cah mi did get nuff sweetn fi mek mi bawl... I slept beside you for about an hour.. sadly I had to get up to pack my damn suitcase.. If only I had been productive during the day!!! I soooooooo wanted to stay and sleep with you and intentionally miss my flight... We went to the airport, my heart was racing... I didnt wanna get out of ur car.. I'm holding ur hand.. caressin it firmly.. I miss those fingers... You told me you loved the way I play with ur hand.. made you wanna slam me up in the wall Finally I got out.. cant believe we hugged so damn much.. ur kisses were passionate.. defenitely real.. I left for Jersey.. you left for home.. I called you when I got to Jersey and left you that nervous stupid voicemail LOL.. we talked as soon as I got home....hey wait a second... this aint no love letter.. this is history LOL... oh well guess I wanted to sit down and stroll down memory lane... I'll be back to write more things I'll never tell you .......

Shanna

JamCan · #8 (**permalink**) 04-19-2008, 01:43 AM

Dearest Part-time lovah!!!!

If I had only known then what I "think" I know now.....we wouldn't be going thru this. Did you know? I didn't. I guess we'll find out.

GhettoGurl · #9 (**permalink**) 04-22-2008, 01:34 AM

Dear @sswhipe..

I am physically sick & tired of this ****.. I cant sleep, I cant eat, I cant think, I cant breath.. my life is like a friggin R.Kelly album.. over and over the same d@mn song about how I miss you, how I wish I could go back.. ETC ETC... and then you remind me of my Jeep too.. and I dont even have a Jeep for crying out loud

I wanna be "us" I dont wanna be just me anymore.. its not enough!! I am NOT happy and I am starting to get stressed out... if you dont tell me whats up soon I am gonna go get laid!!!

Shanna

GhettoGurl · #10 (**permalink**) 04-22-2008, 04:26 PM

**written on a post it note**

Hey you,

The more time goes by the more I realize you suck

Signed:

A mad white-ish woman

JamCan · #11 (**permalink**) 04-23-2008, 11:09 PM

Dear Part-time Lovah!!!!

Suzie Q cakes huh?

This whole letter is a threat letter to you....you WILL sit your ass down and tell me the stories or I'll kick both bad legs out from under you and make you!!!! Don't even think about jumping the gate....remember your legs won't work. I think that was the most laughs we had to date, I'm still smiling.

I still don't know when it all happened but intend to find out cuz its apparent neither of us know, or are avoiding it. But first things first, lets go to the strip club

Until then....................

GhettoGurl · #12 (**permalink**) 04-23-2008, 11:43 PM

Dear Rambo

It was good talking to you, you boost my spirit as usual, you were right when you said I was wicked. After all we have been thru the one thing you always was was my best friend, instead of coming str8 forward I decided to just "up & leave", I mean it was a long time coming but since we have been friends for such a long time I should have taken anudda approach but I was soo tired of the things you put me thru and finally I have been able to put it all behind me. I can be friends now again babes.. finally we can be friends... I still have to laugh at the way you jealous so.. I almost died when you said you cant imagine me laying next to another man, having him touch what was urs for so long... I wonder if you ever stood still and thought about how long I was thinking that exact same thing. I talked to ur sister today and she told me what happened after I came back from the States... I cant believe as soon as I told you I fell in love with someone else you moved in with "N" OMG!!! you suck big time, do you even realize what ur doing to the kids? Anyways.. not my bizniz.. she is ur baby mama and well you both deserve eavhother.. I hope it works out this time.
After I waited for you for 4 years.. you got whack after waiting for 4 months??? I dont need to hear about the whole sharing thing because I shared you from the day we met.. You will never share me with anybody, I'm not like that.. I fell in love and I am sticking by it.. I dont care if you think I cant stay sexless for two days (LOL you suck!!!) Eventhough its not going as planned.. I do love him, with a passion and I am not falling for ur crap again.. so hey it was nice talking to you my friend.. I know now.. friends is all we will ever be. I know this letter is damn confusing LOL.. it is to me too but henyways.. by time you will figure it out...

Shan

JamCan · #13 (**permalink**) 04-24-2008, 04:29 PM

Dear Fairweather.

I'm glad I can see through you now, there's no guess-work involved because its painfully obvious. It doesn't take that much effort to let someone know you know. Also I don't get how you could go from one way to the next in such a short period of time.....hence the term "fairweather".

I am now creating my own sunny weather

Lata faker, I'm occupied.

JamCan · #14 (**permalink**) 04-29-2008, 01:41 PM

Dear PTL:

I dunno how wi a go do dis!!!!!!!! Also you KNOW my girl GG won't like you cuz you hate Boston LOLLOL She will learn to love you for your ganja. Loved hearing you laugh and laugh.....the only other person who's laugh makes me happier is hers (oh and Curtis's). And what you said last night......CO-SIGN to the millionth degree!

Lata..........

GhettoGurl · #15 (**permalink**) 04-30-2008, 05:39 AM

My Dearest,

I just came back from a gurls night out. I am half way drunk but hey.. I did wear my seatbelt. I just want you to know that eventhough I was lookin mad fabulous in my new outfit & had 4 huge 6 foot black men buying me drinks all nite.. my mind was on you every second. I cant deal with this baby, I just cant... I only wanna be urs.

Shan

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