James, can I ask, is it this one incident that has incited all this from you? One trip? Or is this an ongoing thing for you.

Seriously, if you are so upset, I really suggest you don't go back to visit. Why put yourself through it again?

I'm sorry. Really I am.

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Life's just a crazy ride on a run away train
You can't go back for what you've missed
So make it count, hold on tight find a way to make it right
You only get one trip
So make it good, make it last 'cause it all flies by so fast
You only get one trip