Since the trip in March I have gone to JA every single month almost. We have spent so much time on the phone and the time together has been great. Hes shared so much about him and his life things that just jhave made me cry. Hes cried I cried about how similar we are in how we have grown up. hes shown me how smart he is in terms of business and learned that he just isnt happy working in a hotel. He has goals and visions to do things. He told me about his love gained and his loved lost and how it hurt him so much. Talked about his love for his family and things he has been through. Being stabbed and almost losing his life to his desire to have a family with someone he loves unlike the life of his own. We grew closer to share our dreams and our fears. We talked for hours and hours about everything. He was very observant to things about me from so far away. I would tell him nothing is wrong if something was and he would keep pressing me knowing that wasnt true. He knew my mother was sick and how it was killing me inside and he offered supportive words over the phone and a shoulder when I was there. He was there when she died, I cried to him over the phone and i cried in his arms when I made it back. He said to me "I cannot even begin to find the words to say to you. And as I sit here I cannot begin to understand how you feel. But I know one day I will be here with you going through the same thing with you because one day my mother will pass too" He always did that made plans for the "we". Telling me he wants to get a better job so that when I come for longer period of times I would be comfortable. How he wants to move to a better place because where he is at I would not be comfortable. He never asked me for anything not a single dime. He wanted a playstation and I offered him mine since I never used it. His birthday came and I decided to just get him a new one. He was so surprised he thought I was just gonna give him mine. So grateful for bring things like Godiva chocolate when I came. It was great.
So where does ending it come in right?